So you found our secret page...how we do not know nor do we really care all that much. Here we would like to rant a little and get things that are bothering us off of our chests. So the subject manor might not be suitable for little kids...if you are younger and this is bothering you click on another link or press ALT + F4 and that should solve your problem Thanks.
LPS' Rant
Just recently me and my guy broke up. Well, I was really upset and I cried and stuff... I was in love with him but he was constantly fighting with me and we were constantly at each others' throats. I mean he is a great guy and all but I was beginning to think that we weren't made to be. We were just made to be friends and nothing more. I could handle it all ... but then something happened...he flipped out and I didn't know what to do... he wanted me to take him back and I couldn't I couldn't cuz I wasn't ready. I didn't think it was to much to ask to be friends and to work with that... but he didn't want that and so he pulled a stunt to get attention...now ...now everything is harsh, and different.
We are no longer allowed to be near each other which I think is a good thing for now. I mean it is a good thing to seperate us for now we are liable to yell and scream at each other if we are near each other. So anyway, his friends at first would talk to me and told me it wasn't my fault ...but now they say it is all my fault and I am the one who caused it all... it is like I gave him the ladder to the roof...and it hurts when they say it... apparently I am an evil witch and I did everything wrong and he did nothing cuz he is the perfect angel.
How is that fair!!!!?!????
Well, that is all from me right now and Setsuna isn't here to rant...so she will get back to you. Bye bye for now!
Date: Thursday April 26, 2001
Rant: Well, Well guess what? The guy who couldn't take our break up got a new girlfriend...actually he has had one for a while he and this girl have been going out since the day we broke up... Oh man how dumb can you get can anyone here say Rebound much. Anywho, I am ok with it I mean he only scares me half to death then walks around like nothing matters and nothing happened. It just pisses me off. I really did like this guy but I am not going back to him when he was acting the way he was. Anywho, I am just bored and home sick working on the page and I thought I would let some people hear me rant some more. That is if you are one of the people who found this page.
I passed my drivers test on Tuesday so now I can drive which rawks big time. I also got my Prom dress which is really cool too I just need a date now which in this short of a time isn't going to happen. There is a guy I wouldn't mind going with but I can't ... becuase he is friends with my ex. Which means he hates me. I know he does although he says he doesn't. Some people are telling me he doesn't but I think he does. I feel bad for him too though the girl he was dating is the girl my ex is going with. Which is wrong. Really wrong. I was thinking of just taking a friend to prom which is something I think would be kewl. I am not sure though what is going to happen.
Oh I was in the chat room and this guy thought he was god and he didn't have to listen to the Admins. He was swearing, using caps and doing other things that were against the chat room rules. Seeing as I am an admin I kicked the guy after repeatedly warning the guy and gagging him. Sometimes I think people have no lives so they make their life bugging others. Why they do it I don't know I really don't ... Also, some people were like the rules suck I don't have to listen to them so I told them if they didn't want to listen to them to press ALT + F4 and that should solve the problem... the sad part is someone actually did it...
Anywho, I am just bored and I am running out of things to say so I am going to jet it and maybe do some more work on the site... like getting the galleries up. Well, bye!
Once again Setsuna isn't here to Rant too.
Date: Friday April 27 2001
LPS' Rant : Well yet another eventful day at school and at home. I am sooo pissed off I wanted to go driving with my friends tonight seeing as I got my liscense but of course my dad forgot to add me to his insurance so I cant drive the car!! This sucks big time!! I wanted to go cruising with my girls! Now I have to wait and knowing my dad it will take him weeks to do it. This sucks big time!! I want to go driving!! And I want to go now!
If that isn't enough people keep filling me in on my Ex's condition and how he is doing with other girls I DONT CARE PEOPLE!! I really don't ! If he is happy good if not tough! I don't care!
Anywho, I had to fight with the page's server to get things up and I am starting to become a neglected Admin on the site I work for and I am not enjoying that all that much.. but then again I like the job I like the other admins... if I am becoming neglected by accident that is ok if it is on purpose I am hurt.
Well, that is all for now...Just to let you all know this ranting helps it really does.
Date: Friday May 4, 2001
LPS' Rant: Well, how are you suppose to do anything when all you have is people putting you down. I am trying my best in a unit in which I am in a group that has no use for any Ideas I may come up with. I wanted soo much to be leader but they all just ignored me. I then wanted to run for co-leader and everyone was like no you aren't allowed and I was like... I am but why don't you want me to... so I just decided not to. Then there are the people who put me down continusely but I am not sure I can take things like that and I can't so I just you know flipped out on some people and then they spassed out on me and then it turned into a huge fight and I acted as if nothing was wrong.
Just the other day I decided to wear a dress to school a lot of people complimented me and that was nice but there were also some people who were like why are you so dressed up today and I was like I am not dressed up so just buzz off I ended up flipping out on Emily and now she wont talk to me. I feel bad about it and all but what did you want me to do nicely say to her for the tenth time to just stop asking me that stupid question even if it is meant as a joke I don't need to be asked that.
Last night while I was typing on the computer my stupid brother and his friend were over my shoulder and they were constantly annoying me ! GAWD it was like they had nothing better to do. I was soo pissed off. It was unbelievable. They just kept at me and at me until I finally flipped out on them and my mom came down and yelled at me...man life sucks but at least one thing went good for me...today I finally got a date for Prom I am going to go with a friend, and best of all I am going to have fun.